Condolence: Jan,
as time moves slowly forward and you smile at the thought of a memory of Phil, remember it is his way of letting you know he is still with you in your soul. Through the tears you will remember his touch and how much you met to each other.
Just close your eyes and he is there in your mind and that surge you feel in your hand is him letting you know he is right there for you, holding your hand in a different way now.

God has him now and that is hard to understand but he will always be with you from above.
Love Nancy